JOEY by CONCRETE BLONDE. Story by Samantha Siech.

Childhood home, The Hunter Valley NSW, 1999

 
Mum never tied her hair up. It fell in loose, messy waves, faint curls catching the morning light as she moved barefoot across the floor. Our house was old — renovated just enough to pretend otherwise — and when she turned the speakers up, the whole place reacted. The walls shook. The hallway hummed. Even the windowpanes trembled when the bass kicked in.

Weekend mornings were hers.
Her music.
Her world.

I always knew when it was a Joey morning. The opening guitar line crept down the hallway like a warning, and then the volume climbed until there was no escaping it. Not that I wanted to. Not really.

This wasn’t just cleaning — it was a transformation. A shift in the air. A portal opening to wherever the song needed to take her.

She’d start in the kitchen, humming as she wiped benches or stacked dishes. But by the chorus, she wasn’t humming anymore. She was singing — loudly, fearlessly — like no one was watching. Like no one could watch, because in those minutes she belonged entirely to the song.

She moved through the house in a way I didn’t see at any other time: light, loose, unburdened. The everyday weight she carried seemed to fall away with each lyric. Her face softened. Her shoulders relaxed. She’d sway slightly, or tap the counter with her fingertips, lost somewhere I couldn’t follow.

As a kid, I didn’t understand the ache in her voice. I thought she just liked the melody. I didn’t know that some songs hold the things adults never say out loud.

Looking back, I think she needed Joey.

Needed somewhere to put the heaviness.

Needed a song that understood her.

The house became part of it too. The floor vibrated beneath our feet. Dust lifted in the sunbeams. The front door rattled in its frame. The music didn’t just play — it moved through the walls like an electrical current.

And there she was, in the middle of it all: messy-haired, barefoot, singing like she’d been waiting all week for those few minutes of freedom.

Sometimes she’d catch me watching. Not in a “come help” way — more like she’d forgotten I existed until the song let her return. She’d smile, half-shy, half-warm, then slip back into the music.

I didn’t know then that this was the freest version of my mother I would ever see.

After she died, I couldn’t listen to Joey at all. Even a single note was too much — too sharp, too full, too close to her. The song that once held her suddenly held everything I’d lost.

But slowly — the way grief sometimes softens its grip — I found my way back to it. One day it played unexpectedly, and instead of breaking, I remembered her exactly as she was in 1999: alive, vibrant, claiming those weekend mornings as her own.

Not the hospital rooms.

Not the quiet days near the end.

Not the shrinking version of her that life forced on her.

This version — barefoot, messy-haired, singing like she could shake the world loose — this is the one I choose to keep.

Whenever I hear Joey now, it feels like she’s still somewhere in the house, singing. I think that’s why I play it so often — because that’s the way I want to remember her. Not fading, not gone, but caught forever in those few minutes of music. That’s the version of her I hold onto — not the hospital rooms or the quiet days near the end, but the messy-haired mum who turned the speakers up too loud and let herself be free. The song shakes something loose inside me, the same way it shook the walls back then.

It keeps her alive in a way nothing else can.

And in that echo, her memory lives.

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